Sunday, December 19, 2004

There I go again....

Hmm.... its been 11 days since I last blogged.
Guess I am not the very persistent person and yes I managed to blog again because my boyfren is bugging me.
The past week or so have gone in a whirl and I am in a state whereby I do not know what I am doing with myself.
Can I imagine myself doing what I am doing for the rest of my life??? Sounds boring to me.
Perhaps life is about a state of mind. You live your life day in day out but you determine the way you wanna live it.
Yeah yeah... we hear this all the time. There are times when it is hard to keep your chin up and smile cos things seemed to be going the wrong way although I keep telling that to myself.
I also realized that I am a paranoid person sometimes. I tend to think or anticipate the worst and hence make my day worse than ever.
Right now my mind is in a blank, maybe later..................

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Start a Blog

Hmph......
My boyfren has been bugging me for a long long.... time to start a blog despite my misgivings.
Personally, I felt that I would be too lazy to continue with it even if I started it in the first place and I am totally clueless what I am gonna write about everyday or every other day or......

So even though I threatened him that I will pour my hearts out including all the complaints and and the embarrassing things that he has done or might do in the future, he is still bugging ME....
Hmm, maybe I should call this my personal Blug (Blogging due persistent bugging) dedicated to my dear ever patient boyfren who refuses to give up on me.

Well to his credit, I do enjoy reading those stuff he wrote in his own blog especially those stuff about me not to mention that Kaiser and Kobe blog is jus so cute...

Now that I have made the first step, I hope I can keep this up whether under duress or not.
So darling can this DO....... =P